I'm waiting...

I wait patiently, or so I think.  I will not be anxious, or so I think. I will wait for God's time and watch His plan unfold...But why can it not all come together right Now?  I have hopes and dreams...all tainted. I want to be healthy and strong, get enough sleep, have a tidy house (the right people buy our house) and have everything perfectly organised, orderly and through all that make sure my boys are getting cuddled, are listened to and cared for and that there school work gets done and I make time for my husband who is getting very little sleep and is being tugged in so many different directions. 

Speaking of school work, it's down to a trickle (thankfully Art, piano lessons and swimming lessons are still going strong)...I hope we can wrap things up in June...Motivation and energy ?? when so much of it is used in other areas...A challenge, for sure.  We need to make one last sprint to the finish line...when, how, not sure yet but all by faith and waiting on the Lord. I'm working on waiting...